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love until wait
I love the idea of marriage. I can't wait until we can take that step.
happier love
I have to be asked, but I love the idea of marriage. I'm happier than I ever thought I could be, Ellen's incredible.
spiritual love-yourself healing
My decision not to eat animals anymore was paramount to my growth as a spiritual person. It made me aware of greed and made me more sensitive to cruelty. It made me feel like I was contributing to making the world better and that I was connected to everything around me. I felt like I was part of the whole by respecting every living thing rather than using it and destroying it by living unconsciously. Healing comes from love. And loving every living thing in turn helps you love yourself.
love-you healing helping
Healing comes from love. And loving every living thing in turn helps you love yourself.
animal lovely worthwhile
Every animal has its own intelligence and sensitivities. They're all lovely, worthwhile, and deserving of our respect.
real love-yourself order
Most important, in order to find real happiness, you must learn to love yourself for the totality of who you are and not just what you look like.
amount bank certain crazy money
When I was about 16, I was crazy about this girl. I had a certain amount of money in the bank where I could put a downpayment on a rental, and I went to her with sunflowers.
I thought, I'm out in my life, that doesn't involve my public life.
time
The first time I was paparazzi'd, I thought I was being investigated for an insurance claim.
Oh, I don't have any fans. Personally? I don't have any.
changed due identify largely trying
When I was 15, I changed my name legally. I think it was largely due to my struggle about being gay. Everything just didn't fit, and I was trying to find things I could identify myself with, and it started with my name.
ellen hard knees mind saw
I saw Ellen and my knees were weak. It was amazing. And it was very hard for me to get her out of my mind after that. Then when I saw her that night, we started talking, and that's that.
again ashamed disorders felt fully needed though work
Eating disorders are shrouded in secrecy, and there are so many things I felt very ashamed of that I could never talk about. Even though I have fully recovered, there were still things that I needed to go through again and work through.
anyone felt stopped
I really never stopped thinking about Ellen, because I just haven't felt that kind of energy with anyone in my life.