Portia De
Portia De
again ashamed disorders felt fully needed though work
Eating disorders are shrouded in secrecy, and there are so many things I felt very ashamed of that I could never talk about. Even though I have fully recovered, there were still things that I needed to go through again and work through.
love until wait
I love the idea of marriage. I can't wait until we can take that step.
happier love
I have to be asked, but I love the idea of marriage. I'm happier than I ever thought I could be, Ellen's incredible.
amount bank certain crazy money
When I was about 16, I was crazy about this girl. I had a certain amount of money in the bank where I could put a downpayment on a rental, and I went to her with sunflowers.
I thought, I'm out in my life, that doesn't involve my public life.
time
The first time I was paparazzi'd, I thought I was being investigated for an insurance claim.
Oh, I don't have any fans. Personally? I don't have any.
changed due identify largely trying
When I was 15, I changed my name legally. I think it was largely due to my struggle about being gay. Everything just didn't fit, and I was trying to find things I could identify myself with, and it started with my name.
ellen hard knees mind saw
I saw Ellen and my knees were weak. It was amazing. And it was very hard for me to get her out of my mind after that. Then when I saw her that night, we started talking, and that's that.
anyone felt stopped
I really never stopped thinking about Ellen, because I just haven't felt that kind of energy with anyone in my life.
ellen photo ran took
I ran into Ellen at a photo shoot. She took my breath away. That had never happened to me in my life.
fun play matter
It's always fun to play the innocent, no matter what you're doing. If you feel like you're doing the right thing, you can get away with a lot comedically. I had definitely missed not having a conscience.
school kids home
At my high school graduation, I graduated from home school, so it was pregnant teens and gang members. But, when I got on stage, there were kids in the background who all screamed, "Marry me!," very loud.
age groups peers
I'm not quite as limber, but for my peers and my age group, I'm still top notch!