Cody Colvin

Cody Colvin
almost bed hand mine months next six sleep
Luckily, he hasn't done that in almost six months so I think he's outgrowing it. Still, I have his bed right next to mine and I sleep with my hand on him all the time.
afraid beating breathing eyes heart next skin stopped sunglasses touch vein
I thought he was OK, but he stopped breathing and they had to put him on a respirator. When I was able to see him the next day, he had bandages over his eyes like little sunglasses and you could see his heart beating and every vein through his skin - I was afraid to touch him because I thought he would break.
bond constantly holding ordeal
I am constantly holding him and the whole ordeal makes my bond with him so much stronger.
alone carry miracle nearly past seven weeks
They said I should not have been able to carry Cody past two weeks let alone for nearly seven months. He is my lucky, miracle baby.